wake up with a headache every other day
i tolerate the chronic pain and body aches, my knots like origami, ay
no body-ody-ody on my feed, i'm compulsive
thoughts on a loop, lost on the loose culprit
i just google searched the universe for meaning
the absurdity is urging me, "assume the worst it's fleeting"
my silly list of things to look forward to fluctuates a lot
and when it runs dry, square one vibes take its spot
oof
do not disturb, i'm aloof when i come through
thoughts and prayers collecting dust up in my mudroom
let me go and take another look
planned on absolutely checking out today i'm double booked
oh great another book that i'm way too exhausted to read
overstimulated, chewing on my jaw when i sleep
too much information, too much stimuli
somebody dim the lights and turn the volume down it's dinner time
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give me deep preoccupation and delusional control
give me semi conscious sedation and my usual assault
of targeted ads, arch in my back, reclusive remote
the inescapability of self, my dude
my childhood home's about to sell, my dude
rapid change in the air, feel like i've met my doom
if Jesus never rose up from His death i'm screwed
but He did tho, people wanna meet you where you're at
then they see where you really at they like alright i'll hit you back man
i think i take myself too seriously
come on, how much more data does your experiment need?
credits
released October 14, 2021
i wrote produced recorded mixed it thanks